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Old love never stops hurting. Few days in a row go by with out remembering. I want to be whole heartedly passionitly in love and i feel like more and more, its not possible with Spencer. i have a reacurring allusion of his attraction being much more about sex then love. he tells ..... thats all from this old post!

Its funny that i seem to feel most passionate with writing when i am feeling almost bipoler up and down tendencies... these tendencys im starting to be more and more worried could be a result of that exact thing. Ive felt more recently that life is either so so goooood or it is just heart renchingly depressing. I'm on top im at the bottem. Tomorro i have VERY IMPortant very terrifying appointment at Planned Parenthood. One i have possibly been avoinding in oone way or another. I'm so cought up in the idea of it i could only work a couple hours today. and some hoe by a blessing of my hot body made a shitload? totally weird. and i guess pretty random. anyway the buss ride was probably the least nerving event that transpired because now i am just as anxiouse and depressed as befor

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